Instead of toasting with champagne or watching the clock
strike midnight around the globe, I snored the New Year in. Not that I wasn’t
interested! I’ve been hoping for and anticipating 2021 since last March when
the world went upside down. But when, as my dad would say, “it’s time to go to
SleepyTown,” I have to give in and turn in.
But on awakening this morning I thought about The DayMaker.
I wrote no blog posts in 2020, but that doesn’t mean I wasn’t
writing. In November of 2019, we lost my sister to cancer. Along with the tears
and pain as 2020 began, grief poems and journal entries issued forth by the
dozens. Then COVID-19 struck, and in addition to trying to navigate the new parameters
and safety protocols, I began a Corona Virus Journal, recording my account of what
life looked like for me during this time. And that included several poems as well.
Then the Minneapolis police killed George Floyd, and I began
to work on a sheaf of poems around racial justice, equality, and ending police
brutality. Along with seven other poets and writers, we put together an anthology inspired by the board-up artwork and photography of the
Black Lives Matter protests from around the United States. The title of this stunningly beautiful volume is ENOUGH "Say Their Names..." Messages from Ground Zero to the WORLD.
Paradoxically, 2020 both hustled along and crawled at a
snail’s pace. Travel was curtailed and many activities closed to us, but I look back now and recall my busy-ness and many positive
experiences. They begin with the self-care webinar my daughter Asila and I designed
and presented several times with my other daughter Amina's assistance. There was the
online writing class I began with the encouragement of the North Bend Public
Library and continued on my own.
I'm wading through, reading and learning tons about American history and
social justice. And, reading contemporary poets whose riveting styles and words illuminate the events of our times.
Through the technology of Zoom, a variety of classes,
lectures, readings, and meetings filled my calendar and my need to be “among”
people and talk about ideas and feelings. I became more familiar with meditation and learned about and practiced a deeper relaxation Yoga Nidra.
This past week, I had to figure out how to update my website,
my hand forced by GoDaddy! But, it’s done and I'm feeling much more competent.
We survived a year like no other, full of challenges and sorrows,
joys and blessings, learning, re-learning, and unlearning. And while many of the stressors are still
here, some of the most relentless have gone, or will soon be behind us. We have
lots to look forward to and important work to do in 2021.
Starting now, as we embark on this new year, let’s move onward, together.
~ xoA ~